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i wish i wish i wish::.
Thanks to commentors, first and foremost. Personally I don't really care anymore because I rarely take the time to give comments back- naughty me. I promise I will. Know I'm still praying for you all. *wink*
Life is the same. The end of school is right around the bend- almost there, but not quite yet. Today was the worst day of this week. We had to practice for a moving up ceremony, and I had to sit beside these people whom I have TRIED to be nice to since FOREVER. I have mild claustrophobia when it comes to these situations. Anyways, I was completely boxed in in my seat, completely surrounded with people I either disliked or detested- the annoying thing was it was as if they saw through me- as if I didn't exist- leaning over me, spitting, and all that immature stuff. The only moments when they took consideration of my existence was to say, "Haha. You're in Chorus," and, "I'm in front of you!". It majorly sucked. I've never felt so insecure and uncomfortable in my life. I need to be around people whom I feel comfortable with, otherwise my skin starts to crawl and I wish I could sink into the floor for a very long time. Minutes felt like ages. I couldn't wait for the stupid thing to be over. I'm so glad I'm home right now- I don't even want to THINK about the ceremony. Ugh.
Last night, after my dad dropped me off for my band concert, he got into a car accident. I only heard about it when I got home, but I could tell my mom was really worried. My dad's okay (thank God), but the car is under really serious damage. My mom says that if the blame goes on my dad for the accident, we would have to pay, like, a gargantuan amount of money. My dad has been in an accident almost every year for the past 5 years, when it really wasn't his fault. The annoying thing was the other person involved in the accident took advantage of us for the silliest things. Well, I guess I can pray about it. Hopefully all will go well in the end.
That's all I have to say right now...there's the sleepover this weekend to look forward to. I get to be with people I'm comfortable with. Yayies!! Thank God I'm alive. Peace out, ya'll.
PS. There is this person I keep thinking about. And it kills me because I do.
"I can do all things through Him who strengthens me." Philippians 4:13 | |
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~Krista
