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Name: Meg
Gender: Female
Interests: : God. guitar. clarinet. piano. rock music. ::ultima faves:: --> relient k. all-american rejects. superchic[k]. avril lavigne. sanctus real. sugarcult. 90% of z104.1 music. napoleon dynamite/other funny movies. my band Clotted Cream. reading. writing. fanfiction. lord of the rings. pirates of the caribbean. peter pan. x-men. fantasy. sci-fi (mild). matthew thiessen (drools). greek mythology. drawing. art. web design: HTML/CSS. animals (cats, dogs, & rodents are faves). being a nerd. being a geek. being a weirdo/insane bum..
Expertise: being me (i try)
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  bumtiggerbum07
Yahoo:  meglove2001
Member Since:
3/10/2005
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from death comes rebirth::.
This is it.
I've decided to quit Xanga for miscellaneous reasons. I knew anyway that I was going to keep an online bloggage for a very short, temporary amount of time. (I mainly did it just to test my layouts...lol). Thanks to all the people who cared about what went on in my life and whoever commented. I love you all. I also had a great time!!
I'll destruct this site soon. Whoever wants to 'adopt' it, feel free and tell. Otherwise.... see ya!!
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i wish i wish i wish::.
Thanks to commentors, first and foremost. Personally I don't really care anymore because I rarely take the time to give comments back- naughty me. I promise I will. Know I'm still praying for you all. *wink*
Life is the same. The end of school is right around the bend- almost there, but not quite yet. Today was the worst day of this week. We had to practice for a moving up ceremony, and I had to sit beside these people whom I have TRIED to be nice to since FOREVER. I have mild claustrophobia when it comes to these situations. Anyways, I was completely boxed in in my seat, completely surrounded with people I either disliked or detested- the annoying thing was it was as if they saw through me- as if I didn't exist- leaning over me, spitting, and all that immature stuff. The only moments when they took consideration of my existence was to say, "Haha. You're in Chorus," and, "I'm in front of you!". It majorly sucked. I've never felt so insecure and uncomfortable in my life. I need to be around people whom I feel comfortable with, otherwise my skin starts to crawl and I wish I could sink into the floor for a very long time. Minutes felt like ages. I couldn't wait for the stupid thing to be over. I'm so glad I'm home right now- I don't even want to THINK about the ceremony. Ugh.
Last night, after my dad dropped me off for my band concert, he got into a car accident. I only heard about it when I got home, but I could tell my mom was really worried. My dad's okay (thank God), but the car is under really serious damage. My mom says that if the blame goes on my dad for the accident, we would have to pay, like, a gargantuan amount of money. My dad has been in an accident almost every year for the past 5 years, when it really wasn't his fault. The annoying thing was the other person involved in the accident took advantage of us for the silliest things. Well, I guess I can pray about it. Hopefully all will go well in the end.
That's all I have to say right now...there's the sleepover this weekend to look forward to. I get to be with people I'm comfortable with. Yayies!! Thank God I'm alive. Peace out, ya'll.
PS. There is this person I keep thinking about. And it kills me because I do.
"I can do all things through Him who strengthens me." Philippians 4:13 | | | |
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what's up with me?
what's up with me?
been seeing through you like glass since who knows when
now when I see
your image even from a distance
inside i leap two thousand feet
and what i wanna say is so messed up
too scared to even talk or say "what's up?"
do i know you?
we know each other but not for real
i doubt my dreams will come true
but this year i'm really seeing you
even if you're not really seeing me too
if i tell you this
your reputation could be ruined forever
and you'll stare at me in shock
with those amazing eyes
it's so stupid
but so complex
and what i wanna say is so messed up
too scared to even talk or say "what's up?"
two different people we are
you're an embellishment while i'm a scar
two total strangers we are
my fears to face you i wish i could discard
what's up with me?
© words & music by:
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blahhh::.
Same old stuff. I don't know how to put everything that's going through my intelligent yet stupid brain so I'll make a couple of lists. (Lists are fun). Again, thanks to my commentors. Forgive me for not reciprocating your kind acts once again; I shall in the future when I actually remember and when I'm not as tired/lazy. :D
PRO's
1. I woke up today- I'm breathing, fuctioning well....bottom line, I'm alive.
2. SOL's went pretty well. History's not my best subject, and I guessed nearly 60% of the questions, but I'm pretty confident all went well.
3. School in general was okay. No day is ever perfect for me, there's one flaw or another, but at least I survived.
4. Two more weeks until the end of school (*drools*).
5. I made it home safely without all that scary stuff you see on the news 24/7 happening to me. Thank God.
6. Me and Jo's (bad grammar, but who cares) belated b-day parties are next Saturday, so hooray for that.
7. My friends are always pro's, no matter how annoying they can be sometimes. I love 'em all. :D
CON's
1. My friend Jo is leaving for Florida tonight and staying there for the weekend including Monday- so that's minus one of my bestest buddies, plus I'll be alone to deal with this huge science project we have at school.
2. The 2 weeks till the end of school is taking way too long.
3. My other friends are having issues with Jo. Let's just say I have a knack for sometimes making friends with people who are not compatible with my other friends. It's really tough. Because of this, I fear for my friends, and I fear for my band. I have no doubt one member already will be leaving, so I fear for the rest.
4. Other things involving the opposite gender that's too private to put here. (lol)
FAVE BREAK-UP SONGS
only some, & in no real order::.
1. Overthinking - Relient K
2. Back to California - Sugarcult
3. Wishes - Superchic[k]
4. This Photograph is Proof - Taking back Sunday
5. Since U been Gone - Kelly Clarkson
6. Which to Bury; us or the Hatchet? - Relient K
7. Tomorrow - Avril Lavigne
8. Swing Swing - All-American Rejects (and other Rejects songs)
9. Ruthless - Something Corporate
That was all kinda random, but yeah. That's what goes on in here. End.
"And without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is and that He is a rewarder of those who seek him." Hebrews 11:6 | | | |
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what does 'boyakasha' mean?::.
3-day weekend, and all I wanna do is sleep and rest and be a lazy bum, because I like to be free from school and its harsh chains that bring me down so. Ha! Ha!! (*spazzes*) I'm completely tired today- been out the entire morning buying some clothes (yipee), but I don't like shopping for long periods of time (an hour or more) because my body starts to feel like jelly and I get sick of my surroundings. My sister takes 2 million years just to find one pair of pants, so of course that was kinda annoying. Not to mention there was this one store without a freaking fitting room right after we piled our cart with 2 million clothes we wanted to try on. Oh, the irony in life. The people who don't experience the irony like to laugh about it. Hey, it is pretty funny. My English teacher loves irony. o.O
Had band practice yesterday. My hard case was so freakin' heavy I had sore hands for about 10 minutes after I lugged it into Jo's house. We had practice, and it was absolutely rad, dude. We made a new song as well. It was very swell. Jo's guitar is a blue Shekter, and a solidbody, so my hollowbody Ibanez looked really fat compared to hers (kinda reminds me of Garfield- orange and fat! Ha! HaAAAAA!!!). But overall, it was completely awesomeous. I can't wait till we get famous (as if). BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!!!!!!! *cough*
I think I'll go explore cyberspace a little more, then log off. No school tomorrow. Yayies.
"If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me." ~Revelation 3:20
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